December 2009
52 posts
Jealous minds think alike..
So this afternoon Bden told me that a particular girl we happen to know (I don’t to use her real name) is, in fact, jealous of me. Because Bden spends more time with me than he does with her. And on more than a few occasions he’s chosen to sit next to me in our classes rather than her.
I’d actually noticed a change in her behaviour towards me over the last few months as opposed...
In case anyone was wondering: my tutu I bought for... →
I realise how hypocritical and ironic it is that I have already bought (some of my) outfit for the formal when I made fun of all the girls at my school who had picked out theirs already. My mum started showing me tutus online one day and that’s when I realised that it was exactly what I wanted for the formal. I still need to find a corset/corset-like top to go with it.
Another Year..
So I was meaning to write this over the span of this month and have it posted a week ago. I put it off to the point that it is currently New Year’s Eve and I have nothing planned to write. So, as usual, I’m going to wing it and end up with something longer than any school essay. I’ll put it under subheadings just so you can pick what sections you may/may not want to read.
2009...
Clocks and Time Pieces..
Going to see Avatar 3-D with Bden and Ryan today. First movie I’ve ever seen in 3-D so I hope it’s good haha. Leaving for Chermside at about 11.30 and I’m almost ready to go. I hope Ryan knows where the megaplex is because Bden has no idea so if he doesn’t show up I’ll have to text him directions. I’ll be wearing pink and black striped knee high socks because...
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I also can’t believe I’ve never asked you anything :O I’m such a bad friend.
Okay, so. Two questions.
1. Any superpower possible, what do you choose?
2. If you had a million dollars, but couldn’t spend it on yourself, what would you do with it?
Hahaha, it’s cool dude, I’m not offended at all.
1. I’ve always wanted and always pick...
A Short History Of Nearly Something.
The conflicting thoughts that are taking over my mind lately make it feel as if I’ve had an epiphany of sorts. I want to just let go, stop caring about what everyone thinks about me and ignore their expectations of what I should be and their perceptions of what I should be. I’m thinking this may have been brought on by my evergrowing yet reluctant hate for Victoria Asher of Cobra...
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I really like your rants and honest opinion on things. It’s refreshing to find people on tumblr/twitter who don’t just reblog pictures of Gabe Saporta, but can actually understand the point of a blog - to express yourself.
stay gold.
Thank you so much, that reminded me I still have to post one and complete another I started writing. I always felt uncomfortable with...
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im too sad to write a good question :( so uhhmmm.. okay heres one, in your lifetime, how many different colours has your hair been?
awww, I love you and wish you weren’t sad :(
Hmm, that’s actually a difficult question. I’ve been blonde, dark blonde, orange-red, brown, chocolate brown, black, red-brown, dark red, bright red. So 9 colours so far :)
...
I like to make awkward msn conversations even more...
Ryan: have you guys ever had phone sex?
Bden: NO, why would you even ask that?
Me: Yes, with Max Bemis ;)
Bden: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ryan: *confused*
Oh my god...
my baby brother fell off his trampoline yesterday and hit his head. We made sure he was okay, that he didn’t seem disorientated or anything and it was okay.
Earlier tonight he came into my room and laid his head in my lap and told me his head hurt because of the TV. I cuddled him until he felt better and left my room.
Then later tonight he came back into my room because he wanted to play...
Runs In The Family - Amanda Palmer.
Running is...
A Short History Of Nearly Nothing.
I feel like these last few months I’ve matured a lot more than I expected. Then yet again, I’ve embraced my childhood more often which really contradicts with that feeling. I’ve always disliked the idea of growing up, even when I was a kid and everyone else around me couldn’t wait to become a teenager or even an adult and have a job they’d dreamed about that now seems...
In all honesty...
I’m in one of those moods where I just have a thousand thought rushing through my head at once and I feel they have to be told in all the honesty I can muster up. This blog is probably going to come out all wrong and possibly even cause a little hate/conflict towards myself or my opinions but I’m going to write it anyway because there’s no use in me having a blog if I can’t...
CD wish list:
Amanda Palmer - Who Killed Amanda Palmer?
The Dresden Dolls - Self-Titled
The Dresden Dolls - A Is For Accident
The Dresden Dolls - Yes, Virginia
The Dresden Dolls - No, Virginia
We The Kings - Smile Kid
Every Avenue - Shh, Just Go With It
Every Avenue - Picture Perfect
Armor For Sleep - Smile For Them
Armor For Sleep - Dream To Make Believe
Hawthorne Heights - If Only You Were Lonely
...
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Me and my bff talking about the PWentz bashing..
just jacinda says:
*]:
*at least he's alive
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*yeah, that's true
just jacinda says:
*hoow has he changed anyway?
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*cause he's a "sell out:
*out"*
just jacinda says:
*ohh
*changed musicallyy
*dat stuupid
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*yeah, and as a person
*like he's famous now, I think that's really it
just jacinda says:
*oh no my favourite person in the whole world got famous now im gonna bash them
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*ikr?
just jacinda says:
*: S
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*brb, bashing Gabe Saporta
just jacinda says:
*rofll
*your favourite person in the whole world?!
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*hahahaha no
*but he got famous
*so when he comes in march I'll bash him
just jacinda says:
*ahahah
*bash adam young for me too please
☂ Kirsty [Catastrophe] Merry Christmas, I could care less. says:
*BAHAHAHAHAHA
*will do
“Dear you, I have nothing to sell or push or really even to say except that I...”
– Pete Wentz (via dontneednoroad)(via falloutrosie)(via -peterick)(via honorablexmention)(via supemmy)(via thecitysasleep) (via awakeandunafraid)
Pretty worried that my Clan hoodie from ebay STILL hasn’t been shipped when I paid for it on December 2nd and they haven’t answered my email.. plus I just found out the seller has one neutral feedback from a buyer saying they never had the item shipped to them and had to file a dispute with paypal. I want my hoodie, not my (almost) $100 back :/
Just so everyone knows, Fall Out Boy can't break...
And why not you ask? Because I said so and I’m sure many, many diehards would agree.
(Not to say I ever want them to break up or anything, but you know.)
Also: I was complimented on my packing skills today by a customer which is awesome. I was also told I can wear an xmas shirt over the weekend instead of my work shirt. Note to self: find/buy christmas shirt tonight. Dnw to wear uniform.
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I just realised I completely neglected and forgot...
EPIC FAIL. I am too behind now to just update it because I have no idea when/what I’ve bought since I last posted it. :(
ohmygawd people
lakeeffectkid:
if FOB were broken up that would mean the LAST EVER song they released was “from now on we are enemies”.
and that’s just hilariously lame xDDD
if it was “what a catch,” i would understand.
from now on we are enemies is DEFINITELY not a finale song. come on guys. this is the band that ends EVERY show with Saturday. now THAT is a finale song. they know their shit. and there is no...
I spent the entire night reading and you know...
I did not once feel like going on the computer for more than a second. I was so involved, so engrossed that I didn’t realise it was already midnight when I finally decided to check the time. I don’t even feel like I wasted my time or missed out on anything because to be quite honest, even if I did, I don’t even care. It felt good to finally be passionate about something again....
a poem for you, to you.
lakeeffectkid:
second-star:
i was made to make you better at being worse. “they dont love you like i love you” and a good thing too we’ve got your back and your front watch your own wings captain by default, these are the things you get when you cant keep your fucking mo(u)th shut i swear i’ll go down with the ship for you too, and only you i swear it i would die for you, and i mean that i...
my brain honestly spaces out when i get introduced...
(via fypetewentzquotes)
I also do this..especially whilst I’m serving people at work. Nice to know I’m not alone.
“People don’t want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved....”
– Chuck Palahniuk
(Thanks Tali :P)
actually I'd prefer to be in a relationship with...
alanamayday:
searches for bden fbook
this is only twice as funny to me because my friend’s name is Brendon and I call him bden bahahahaha. And we’re talking on facebook right now haha.
no she's not. i'm standing right next to her.
alanamayday:
prescribedpills:
alanamayday:
still can’t get over the lol’s
Haha, it was such a bitchy tweet
I had to like blink a few times to see if it was real!
hahaa
I remember all my tweets to him after that, I just can’t be nice to him on twitter anymore xD
“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a...”
– perks of being a wallflower. (via valderie) (via alwaysonaledge) (via awakeandunafraid)
this is how our conversation yesterday should've...
Alana: but wait, arn't you so mad at DeLeon,
Me: no..
Alana: because if you are you can tell me. It was a really bitchy thing for him to do.
Me: yeah it was pretty bitchy, but I'm not, I guess he just likes the attention
cont..
Alex: You know I couldn't invite you. I had to pretend to be friends with Britney.
Galit: Did you have an awesome time? Did you drink awesome shooters, listen to awesome music, ride awesome horses, and then just sit around and soak up each others awesomeness?
Alex: You know what? You're the one who made me like this just so you could use me for your plan to kidnap me to Australia.
Galit: God! See, at least me and Alana know we're mean! You try to act so innocent like, "Oh, I'm at a saddle ranch with Britney Spears with all the little Jeferee Star's, and the little horsies!"
Alex: You know what! It's not my fault you're like, in love with me, or something!
Galit: What?
Alana: Oh no he didn't!
Galit: See? That's the thing with you singers. You think everybody is in love with you when actually, everybody HATES you! Like, Brendon Urie, for example, he broke up with Gabe and guess what? He still doesn't want you! So why are you still messing with Gabe, Alex? I'll tell you why, because you are a mean girl! You're a bitch!
Alana: BOO. YOU WHORE.
OMGLOL you guys, ilysm.
Note to self: don't ever wake up at 5 AM when...
You will regret if profusely and it is honestly not worth it - especially since I didn’t even get a reply from the douche selling my dream hoodie that wouldn’t ship out of the US because they didn’t know how much it would cost them even though I said I was more than willing to pay the extra postage. I even sent a second email (which they didn’t reply to) telling them...
It's the FBR holiday sale~
And I can’t help but be tempted into buying some stuff since I haven’t bought as much FBR this year than I usually do. So this is my list so far:
The Academy Is… Song tee
Hot Mess Limited Edition Deluxe (because they still have copies left! wth)
Cobra Starship Shapes hoodie
CIWWAF guitar picks and button
Paramore Brand New Eyes button pack
A Rocket To The Moon’s On...
~Her personal message from the USA: “I got called a barbie from a stranger…Why does everyone think i’m barbie?!?!”
Look here you self-absorbed bimbo I once called a best friend - take a good, long look at yourself in the mirror then think back to between two and three years ago. See the difference? Yeah, me too. I miss that girl but I sure as hell don’t miss you.
November 2009
64 posts
So, here is how it goes, You tag five people on...
whisper-warrior:
emergencyroomromantic:
sweetcatastrophes:ayyonikkib:brittneyy:kiiirrrstennn:
:D
Well, first, like Brigette, I got moved up a grade too, and I’m also the youngest in my grade. I’m not getting my L’s until year twelve. SUX BRO.
I started working 10 days after I turned 13 and since then I have had three jobs. Each of them gets progressively worse.
I’m ridiculously clumsy...